I Don’t Like To Color

I don’t like to color
There’s too many decisions
With too little time
A picture that means nothing
And staying in the lines.

My mind starts to wander.
Then I get behind
Of others who are outlining
Softly shading just fine.

I need to refocus…
Is that an arm or her hair?
If I were the artist -
I wouldn’t put that there…

This Princess needs antlers
Or perhaps a large beak
Maybe now her subjects
Won’t see her as weak.

Poor Princess…
Everyday spent trying to be
The picture of perfection
Others long to see.

I know!
A mustache or beard for this gal!
A hump on her back
Or a horrible scowl!

A pitch fork in one hand
Cigarette in the other!
At this point there‘s no doubt
She will alienate her Mother.

But alas under it all
There still remains
A picture of a soul
That hasn’t any words
That hasn’t a name

Her lines defined
By another’s intent
To control and manipulate
How MY time is spent…

So that’s it.
I don’t like to color
Or be bound by the lines of another.

Rather – I choose a blank page
Where I can uncover
The whisper of my Muse
With pure freedom to discover.

Hannah Jackson :: 2010

“Write A Happy Song”

Tra La La La
Where is my joy?
Why do I write of sadness and pain
When it seems everyone else is dancing in the rain?

I know at times I’m happy
And when I see my children
My heart is full and grateful
As though there is no longing.

But when it’s time to write my thoughts
Or sing a tune…
My thoughts come out in melancholy dark and heavy croons.

So where is this joy that I know is deep inside?
Why do I still feel
It’s the last thing
I must hide?